Unfortunately school has started again. It still feels like summer to me. Actually, it feels more like summer now than it did in July. Thus... no motivation to study for my classes. Well, not just no motivation but a feeling of apathy towards school in general. That really scares me. However, I'm really happier these days than I have been for a long time. Perhaps I feel more at peace with who I am.
Plans for the weekend. Hehe... this'll be fun. I'm actually going to the beach!!!! Woo-hoo!!!! This time I'll wear sunscreen. No more burning for Chen. Also.... having a suite dinner tomorrow. Awww... it will bring back so many memories (sniff, sniff). It'll be cool to see some people I haven't seen in a long time though. Then I'll need to get studying done. No class for me on Monday though. Hehe... I only have Chem. lab on Mondays and that was canceled for the week.
Hm... since I haven't updated for a while, I guess I'll write about what happened last week. Well, aside from school, last weekend I went with Javy back to his hometown. That was quite fun. Thought Oxnard would be in the middle of a desert (doesn't it sound like it should be) but it ended up being along the coast. So we went to the beach, the movies, Disneyland, and did some other stuff. I wish we didn't have to come back to Berkeley. Berkeley is just such a different feel. Everything feels so rushed in Berkeley. Right now I feel like I need to be in a calmer environment. Somewhere less frantic. With no homework to be stresseda about. I think working over the summer tired me out for the schoolyear. Sigh... Otherwise, I've been trying to decide whether or not I should drop a class. I'm thinking of dropping my Geo. class since I just won't have that much time to do all the reading. But then, I'd just be left with 13 units and that would leave me feeling very guilty. That's the minimum number of units allowed!!!! Don't know if I could do it.
